Waiting on Tomorrow

Tomorrow is my uncle's memorial service, and I'm torn on what to expect. On one hand it will be good to be done with the planning and preparation and just get to the service. On the other hand, this week has been a weird one for me emotionally, and I'm a bit unsure of how my emotions will hold up. These past few days I have been so busy taking care of things (some that stole so much emotional energy and shouldn't have) and busy with daily baseball practices in preparation for the All-Star tournament, that I haven't had much downtime to process my uncle's death. Now I'm wondering if my heart is going to catch up with my head tomorrow and I'll be left holding the pieces of my heart...